who you are

I stare at my reflection in the mirror...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf ...
"no,no, no, no..."

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
(Who you are)x11

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould , yeah!
The more I try the less it's working yeah yeah yeah
Cause everything inside me screams, "no,no,no,no..."

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay

Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no, egos
Fake shows like woah
Just go, and leave me alone
Real talk real life
Good love goodnight
With a smile that's my home
That's my home

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
Who you are

jessie j-who you are.

i realised this lyrics is a reminder of myself by not losing the real me.its true that my mind is messed up and im trying hard to get over it.hopefully i will.

are you jia yi?

hello world,i'm back. its been in a while and now i'm having a four month holiday if i surprisingly pass all the modules.this post is just to report my whereabout and gonna blog more often than usual if im not lazy k?haha gonna promise myself.alright been a almost 3 months misery and maybe it still goes on.its really an awful experience and a good one i would say. everything taught me a lesson and of course there are regrets.if someone give me a pill that remove all my memories,i seriously will take that,too painful for me.but im trying hard to survive and hopefully i will. i want to find that wild and laugh like nobody business jia yi.i think she is missing recently.anyway gonna be in my sweet home for 4 months and hopefully i will get my internship and have fun.anybody free and just find me any time.im free for anything.

still same old word.trust.

trust is everything.

if you trust me,then you know i didn mean it .

if you dont trust me,then no matter what i do still can't change everything.

and still hoping you trust me.